Ras Leela and Surrender

Sri Krishna plays His magic flute. Each Gopi (young maidens of Vraja) hears her name and runs. She runs leaving her household work, milking the cow, serving her husband, dressing up, even feeding her baby. All are dropped immediately, and she runs to answer the call of the beloved.

Many, many Gopis arrive and dance in the Autumn full moon, beside the Yamuna river with their soul’s beloved, Sri Krishna. Each feels He dances with her alone – the dance of the jivatma (individual soul) with the paramatma (supreme soul). They have this thought, “Wow! I am special. So beautiful. Of all the beings in creation, the Lord chose me to dance with.”

Immediately Sri Krishna disappears. He vanishes from their midst.

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They see each other and are forlorn. They walk in the forests and search for Him. They ask the trees, flowers, and Yamuna river about him. They call out his name, meditate on His form and enact His divine plays. Together they pour out their heart and soul in searching for him. But to no avail. Nowhere is He to be found.

Their hearts broken, they cry out. Sonorous tears from deep within their soul pour out. They are helpless and know not what else to do.Β  Lord appears with a smile as if to say, “Oh Gopis! Why do you cry? I was here all the time. All this is just a play! Come let us dance again.” The divine dance begins.

Our saints say that this episode of Ras Leela (Dance of the Lord with the Gopis) teaches us about the journey of a spiritual seeker.

First, when we are absorbed with ourselves (I am so-and-so, my world is such-and-such, my thoughts and opinions are like this or like that), we turn away from the Lord. He disappears.

We suddenly realize this and say, “How can I live without my heart’s beloved? Let me try to find Him.” So we ask spiritual teachers, read scriptures, chant His name, go on pilgrimages, meditate. We do whatever we think we can and whatever we are advised to do, to see Him.

When we try with all our heart and soul, the Saints say that a time comes when you accept defeat. You cry from deep within your soul in surrender. We cannot act this or imagine it. It happens, in the journey of the soul. And then He will appear.

With a smile. To dissolve us in pure love forever.

Sri Krishna Sharanam Mama


  1. Thank you so much…I am indeed so blessed to read this in this morning. So beautifully narrated… the longings of a jiva… you are indeed a very special devotee of Lord Shri Krishna…

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    1. Yes, isn’t it? I keep thinking about it and feel such a high – hard to explain….it is magical when we see it from the eyes of our heart. What a blessing and privilege. Feel so grateful that you can connect with it. πŸ™‚

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      1. Honestly since childhood Ras Leela meant Sri Krishna dancing with gopis …….. today I have understood the depth of it ….so all thanks to you for making me connect

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      2. There are such sublime secrets hidden behind our stories – like the juicy fruit under the skin, but mostly we only see only the skin which sometimes feels so weird and shallow. πŸ™‚ When we learn the secret, our heart dances. πŸ™‚

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  2. Oh, what can I say, beloved Krishnapriya? It’s as if I already know the images, even as your words fall upon the page…our traditions are distinct, but the images speak to such pure and simple reality…running to dance, becoming entangled in self/ego, longing for the Beloved, then sweet return…so grateful for your precious writing, and especially for you! Blessings and joy, Light and Love, sweet friend!

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    1. I feel so blessed you could relate – these are childhood stories we hear but the path of dissolving the ego in love remains the same – journey of our soul, from our human condition to divine love. Thank YOU my beautiful friend. πŸ™‚

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